Monday, June 29, 2026

What Does It Really Mean to Put Christ First


One of the most challenging statements Jesus ever made is found in the Gospel of Matthew:

"Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me... Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it." (Matthew 10:37-39)

At first glance, these words can sound almost shocking. Is Jesus telling us to love our families less? Certainly not. Throughout Scripture we are commanded to honor our father and mother, to love our spouse, and to care for our children.

What Christ is teaching is something much deeper: God must always come first.

When we love God above everything else, every other relationship finds its proper place. But when anything—even something good—takes the place that belongs to God alone, our lives begin to lose their proper order.

This has been humanity's struggle from the very beginning.

In the Garden of Eden, Adam and Eve enjoyed perfect communion with God. They walked with Him without fear or shame as a man walks with his friend we are told. But when they chose to trust the serpent rather than the Creator, everything changed. They hid from God. They blamed one another. God looks for them and he finds them not alone but hiding in the tree of Knowledge along with the serpent. Fear replaced peace, and shame replaced innocence.

Sin did far more than break a commandment—it fractured the most important relationship they had.

St. Paul explains the heart of every sin when he writes:

"They exchanged the truth about God for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator." (Romans 1:25)

That exchange still happens today. We may not bow before carved idols, but we often place other things ahead of God: our careers, our comfort, our possessions, our ambitions, our reputation, even our families. None of these things are evil in themselves, but they become idols whenever they occupy the place reserved for God alone.

The story of Cain continues this lesson. Before Cain murders his brother, God warns him:

"Sin is lurking at the door; its desire is for you, but you must master it." (Genesis 4:7)

Sin is never content to remain small. Left unchecked, it grows. It seeks to master us. What begins as jealousy becomes hatred. Pride becomes self-righteousness. Greed becomes slavery. Every sin begins by drawing our hearts a little farther away from God. The sins we commit also wound the people we love the most. Sin is never just personal; its effects are always felt by others.

The good news is that Christ did not simply come to forgive our sins—He came to free us from their power.

In his letter to the Romans, St. Paul reminds us what happened at our Baptism. We were united to Christ in His death and resurrection. Our old self was crucified with Him so that we might walk in newness of life.

His conclusion is both simple and profound:

"Consider yourselves dead to sin and alive to God in Christ Jesus." (Romans 6:11)

This is the Christian life. We are no longer called to live as slaves to sin. Through Christ, we have been given a new identity.

Finally, after His resurrection, Jesus asks Peter a question that echoes through every generation:

"Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?" (John 21:15)

Notice that Jesus doesn't simply ask, "Do you love Me?" He asks, "Do you love Me more than these?"

Peter had to leave behind his boats, his nets, his old way of life, and even his failures in order to follow Christ completely.

The same question is asked of each of us.

Do you love Me more than your success?

More than your comfort?

More than your possessions?

More than your fears?

More than your sins and addictions? 

More than anything else that competes for your heart?

Every disciple must answer that question.

The Christian life is not merely about avoiding sin. It is about ordering our lives rightly. When Christ is first, everything else finds its proper place. Our families are loved more faithfully. Our work becomes an offering to God. Our possessions become tools rather than masters. Even our crosses become opportunities to draw closer to Christ.

Each day we are invited to remember who we became in Baptism: people who have died with Christ and now live for Him.

May we learn to place Him first—not because He asks for less love toward others, but because only when He is first can we truly love everyone else as we were created to love them.

Thursday, June 25, 2026

The Kingdom of God Is at Hand



Just what is a kingdom?

For those of us living in the modern world, this can be a difficult question to answer. When we hear the word kingdom, we often picture kings and queens dressed in beautiful robes, wearing crowns of gold. We imagine grand processions through crowded streets or medieval castles filled with knights and servants.

But is this what Jesus means when He proclaims, "The kingdom of God is at hand"?

The short answer is no.

So what does Jesus mean? More importantly, what does His kingdom have to do with our lives today? How does the Kingdom of God become present in our hearts?

A good place to begin is with another promise from the Old Testament. In the seventh chapter of Second Samuel, the Lord speaks to King David:

"When your days are fulfilled and you lie down with your fathers, I will raise up your offspring after you... and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever." (2 Samuel 7:12-13)

One thing should immediately stand out: this is something God is going to accomplish. The kingdom is not man's achievement but God's gift. It is His plan, not ours.

By the time Jesus came, however, many people misunderstood what that promise meant. They longed for a king who would overthrow Rome, restore Israel's political power, and drive the pagan occupiers from the Promised Land.

But Jesus did none of those things.

He raised no army.

He sought no political office.

He led no revolt.

Instead, He proclaimed the Kingdom in an entirely unexpected way.

He healed the sick.

He forgave sinners.

He cast out demons.

He welcomed the outcast.

He restored broken lives.

Wherever Jesus went, the Kingdom of God broke into the world. His kingdom came not through force or violence but through love, mercy, sacrifice, and ultimately the Cross. Above all, He establishes His Kingdom through His death and resurrection.

There is another remarkable feature of this kingdom. Consider the people Jesus calls to Himself. They are not kings or governors. They are fishermen, tax collectors, laborers, and ordinary men and women. The Son of the Carpenter is not interested in a person's wealth, influence, education, or social standing.

He simply says,

"Follow me."

That invitation has never changed.

Christ still calls ordinary people into His Kingdom. He asks us to place Him above every earthly loyalty and to allow His will to shape every part of our lives.

Perhaps this is why we pray in the Lord's Prayer:

"Thy kingdom come."

Those words are far more personal than we often realize. We are asking God to reign in us before He reigns through us.

"Lord, rule my heart. Rule my mind. Shape my desires. Make me, by Your grace, into the person You created me to be."

That is the Kingdom Jesus came to establish.

The question, then, is not whether Christ is King.

The question is whether we recognize Him as our King.

Are we looking for an earthly ruler who will give us everything we want? Or are we willing to follow the King who gives us what we truly need?

That question naturally leads us to Jesus' next words:

"Repent and believe in the gospel."

For it is through repentance that we turn away from ourselves and begin to live under the gracious rule of God's Kingdom.


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Sunday, June 21, 2026

The Time Is Fulfilled




Time is an important thing in all our lives. Many of us feel as if we never have enough of it. We rush from one task to another, trying to catch up, only to discover that time keeps moving forward whether we are ready or not.

The famous Pink Floyd song Time captures this struggle:

"And you run, and you run to catch up with the sun, but it's sinking racing around to come up behind you again..."  

The song expresses something deeply human. Time seems to move faster as we grow older. The years pass quickly, plans remain unfinished, and we wonder where the time has gone.

Yet Scripture offers a different perspective. The Book of Ecclesiastes reminds us:

"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven..." (Ecclesiastes 3:1)

The biblical view of time is not one of randomness or chaos. Time unfolds according to God's purpose. There is a season for every event and a moment appointed by God for every work He intends to accomplish.

At the end of my last post, I asked an important question: What "time" is Jesus speaking about when He says, "The time is fulfilled"?

To answer that question, we must look at the promises God made long before the birth of Christ.

The first great promise comes in God's call of Abraham:

"And in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed." (Genesis 12:3)

This promise marks a turning point in the story of salvation. Following the Fall, humanity had wandered further and further from God. Yet in Abraham, God begins His plan to restore what had been lost. Through Abraham's descendants, blessing would come not merely to one nation, but to the whole world.

The centuries passed. Abraham died. His descendants became slaves in Egypt. God raised up Moses to lead them out of bondage and gave them His Law. Yet even Moses pointed beyond himself to another figure who was still to come:

"I will raise up for them a prophet like you from among their brethren; and I will put my words in his mouth." (Deuteronomy 18:18)

At the end of Deuteronomy, we read:

"And there has not arisen a prophet since in Israel like Moses, whom the Lord knew face to face." (Deuteronomy 34:10)

Israel lived in expectation of this promised prophet. The people waited for one who would speak God's word with perfect authority and who would know God in an intimacy unlike any prophet before him.

The prophets continued to nurture this hope. Isaiah spoke of a coming age when God would visit His people, establish His kingdom, and bring salvation to the nations. Generation after generation waited for God's appointed time.

In his masterpiece Jesus of Nazareth, Pope Benedict XVI writes:

"Israel is allowed to hope for a new Moses, who has yet to appear, but who will be raised up at the appropriate hour."

The phrase "at the appropriate hour" is important. God's promises are never forgotten. They unfold according to His perfect timing.

This is what Jesus is announcing in Mark 1:15.

"The time is fulfilled."

The promise to Abraham has reached its fulfillment. The prophet greater than Moses has arrived. The hopes of the prophets are becoming reality. What generations longed to see is now present in the person of Jesus Christ.

This mattered two thousand years ago, and it matters just as much today.

The challenge for us is not simply to understand God's timing in history. The challenge is to recognize God's work in our own lives.

Do we make time for Him?

Do we allow Him to speak to our hearts?

Do we seek to know Christ, not merely as a historical figure, but as the living Lord?

The time was fulfilled when Christ came into the world. Yet every day presents us with another opportunity to respond to Him. God's time has arrived. The question is whether we are willing to receive it.

Saturday, June 13, 2026

The Time Is Fulfilled: Beginning a Journey Through Mark

How should one approach the Gospel of Mark?

For me, the first thing that has always stood out is its pace. The often-repeated word "immediately" says it all. Jesus and His disciples are constantly on the move, and Jesus is always doing something. Mark does not give us the long sermons and discourses found in Matthew, Luke, or John. Instead, he paints a vivid picture of Jesus through movement and action.

But how does this sense of urgency shape our faith and our understanding of Mark's message?

I often think of the Passover and God's instructions to the people of Israel on the night of their deliverance:

"In this manner you shall eat it: with your belt fastened, your sandals on your feet, and your staff in your hand. And you shall eat it in haste. It is the Lord's Passover." (Exodus 12:11)

There is something of that same urgency in Mark's Gospel. The Christian life is not meant to be stagnant. It is a life in motion—a heart moving ever closer to God, a life increasingly shaped by love, repentance, and faith.

In the Apostles' Creed, we profess that Christ will come to judge "the living and the dead." An older translation speaks of "the quick and the dead," where quick means alive and active. Mark presents us with that same image of discipleship: a faith that is alive, moving, and responding to the call of God.

So where should we begin our study of Mark?

I believe the first recorded words of Jesus in this Gospel provide the perfect starting point:

"The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel." (Mark 1:15)

In this single verse, several of the great themes of Mark's Gospel come rushing together: fulfillment, kingdom, repentance, faith, and good news.

What are we to make of these words? What is Jesus revealing about Himself and His mission? What does He want us to understand about God's work in the world?

These themes will guide our journey through Mark's Gospel, and they raise several important questions:

  1. What "time" is Jesus speaking about? If something has been fulfilled, then a promise must have come before it.
  2. What does Jesus mean by the "kingdom of God"? How does it relate to the promises God made to Israel?
  3. Why are repentance and faith the proper response to the good news of the Gospel?

These questions will serve as our guide in the weeks ahead as we walk through the Gospel of Mark together. My hope is that this study will not only deepen our understanding of Scripture but also strengthen our faith and encourage us to follow Christ more faithfully in our daily lives.

The Gospel of Mark moves quickly, and so does the call of Christ. The kingdom is at hand. The time is fulfilled. The invitation remains the same today as it was on the shores of Galilee:

Repent and believe in the Gospel.

Sunday, June 7, 2026

Follow Me

 

Second Sunday after Pentecost (2026)
Epistle: Romans 2:10-16
Gospel: Matthew 4:18-23

In this week's Gospel, we hear our Lord's famous call to His first disciples: "Follow me." It is a call not only to Peter, Andrew, James, and John, but also to each one of us. It is an invitation to leave behind the cares of the world, to let go of whatever is holding us back, and to truly follow Jesus.

This is what the Sundays after Pentecost are all about: growing and maturing as fruitful disciples of Christ. It is one reason why the Roman Church wears green during this season—to symbolize the spiritual growth that should be taking place within each of us.

"Follow me." What a simple command from Jesus, yet one that takes most of us a lifetime to fully put into practice.

We are told that Peter and his brother Andrew immediately left behind their nets and their former way of life to follow Jesus. Then we hear something even more startling: James and John immediately left their boat and even their father to follow Him as well. All four men turned their lives upside down to walk with Christ and become the first disciples of our Lord.

Could it really have been that easy? Could James and John truly have left their father behind to follow this man from Nazareth?

The Gospel says yes, but it would be a mistake to think that discipleship is easy.

In today's Epistle, St. Paul gives us an important clue about what it really means to follow Jesus. He tells the Romans—and us—that discipleship is a matter of both the heart and our actions:

"For it is not the hearers of the law who are righteous before God, but the doers of the law who will be justified... They show that what the law requires is written on their hearts."

How often have we thought about doing something, only to abandon it because our hearts were never truly in it? Think about a new diet, an exercise program, or any significant life change. If our hearts are not invested, we will likely fail.

To become "doers" rather than merely hearers, we must first embrace the truth in our hearts. Someone can encourage us repeatedly, but unless we decide to act and commit ourselves fully, nothing will change.

The same is true in our relationship with God.

We can talk about following Jesus and walking with Him, but if our hearts are not fully engaged, we are merely putting on a show. We are meeting Christ halfway. One foot remains in the boat, still tangled in the nets and concerns of this world.

Here we discover one of the hardest parts of discipleship: getting completely out of the boat.

Think about Peter himself. He left the boat that day on the Sea of Galilee, but it took him a lifetime to truly leave the nets behind. In Peter, we see ourselves. He was eager and courageous, yet he stumbled and denied Jesus three times.

How often do we do the same?

Yet Peter's story does not end in failure. He repents and returns to the Lord. When Jesus asks him, "Do you love me?" Peter responds, "Yes, Lord; you know that I love you" (John 21:15).

This question provides the key to today's Gospel. Jesus asks Peter, "Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?" It is often our love of "these"—our possessions, comforts, sins, attachments, and addictions—that prevents us from following Christ with our whole hearts.

To become faithful disciples, we must gradually let go of these things and place Christ first.

The disciples did not leave everything behind simply because they were strong enough to do so. They left because they encountered in Jesus a love greater than anything they were leaving behind. The same grace that called them is available to us today.

Let us not be afraid to step out of our boats and walk with Jesus. He is calling each of us. All we have to do is listen and answer His call with our whole hearts.

Sunday, February 1, 2026

Homily on the Parable of the Prodigal Son

2026 Sunday of the Prodigal Son


The Prodigal Son

 

As the Great Fast, or Lent, approaches, the Church guides us in preparing for our encounter with the Living God at Pascha (Easter). Through the Scriptures and her Liturgy, the Church reveals what genuine desire, sincere repentance, and merciful love look like when put into practice. On this Sunday in the Eastern Church, we hear the well-known Gospel passage of the Prodigal Son—a story unique to the Gospel of Luke and carefully included in his “orderly account” (Luke 1:3) of the Good News of Jesus Christ. In this parable, the boundless compassion and love of a father for his repentant son are made clear. The narrative reminds us that no matter how far we may stray from God, He is always ready to welcome us back with open arms and great rejoicing.

 

As we reflect on the Parable of the Prodigal Son, it becomes clear that Jesus is presenting a rich, five-act drama. This narrative is filled with compelling characters and significant events, bringing the story vividly to life. To fully grasp the depth of this parable, it is important to step back and consider the broader context in Luke’s Gospel, specifically the opening verses of Chapter 15. Here, in what can be seen as Act 1, we find the essential reason for Jesus sharing this parable. This foundational motivation is often overlooked when examining the various parables Jesus tells. It is crucial, therefore, not to neglect the question of why Jesus chose to tell this particular story. In Act 1, the answer is revealed. Furthermore, the individuals present at the outset are echoed again in Act 5, where a key figure reemerges, reminding us of the story’s circular structure and underlying message. 

 

Act 1 – “Now the tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to hear Jesus. And the Pharisees and the scribes grumbled, saying, “This man receives sinners and eats with them.” So he told them this parable:” (Luke 15:1-3)

 

Throughout Jesus’s public ministry, the Pharisees and scribes—the respected guardians of the Law—closely observed his actions. They were deeply troubled by his willingness to associate with tax collectors and sinners, viewing such behavior as a violation of the Law they so diligently upheld. In their perspective, Jesus’s choice to share meals and fellowship with these individuals not only compromised his own status but, in their eyes, rendered him a sinner as well. Unlike Jesus, the Pharisees and scribes would never interact with people they considered impure or unworthy. For them, maintaining strict separation from sinners was essential to fulfilling the Law.

Faced with their criticism and confusion, Jesus responds by telling a parable. His intention is to help them understand the true nature of God’s mercy and love—qualities that are not limited by human rules or expectations. Through this story, Jesus demonstrates that his actions and teachings embody a new and transformative way in which divine compassion is being revealed in the world. He seeks to show the Pharisees and scribes that God’s love reaches beyond boundaries, inviting all to receive forgiveness and restoration.

 

 

Act 2 – “There was a man who had two sons. And the younger of them said to his father, ‘Father, give me the share of property that is coming to me.’ And he divided his living between them. Not many days later, the younger son gathered all he had and took a journey into a far country.” (Luke 15:11-13)

 

Jesus presents us with the story of a father who has two sons. The younger son boldly asks his father for his share of the inheritance, not waiting for his father’s death. In doing so, the son is essentially declaring to his father, “You are already dead to me; now give me what belongs to me.” The father complies with his son’s request, dividing his wealth and giving the younger son half of his possessions. The meaning is profound—the original text suggests the father gives away his very “life,” indicating that he has parted with a piece of himself. Without both sons present, the father’s life is no longer whole; he is left incomplete. After receiving his inheritance, the younger son travels to a distant land, putting great physical and emotional distance between himself and his father. This “far country” serves as a symbol of the separation that occurs when we choose to sin. Sin creates a great chasm between us and God, and between ourselves and other people. It shatters the relationships that God intended for us when He created the world. God’s desire is for all of us to live in communion with Him and with one another, but sin disrupts this harmony and makes true relationship impossible. When we turn away from God through our actions, it is as if we are telling Him, just as the younger son told his father, “You are dead to me; I do not need you in my life.” 

This deep separation caused by sin can only be healed through true repentance—a sincere turning back of the heart. Only by recognizing our fault and seeking reconciliation can the distance between ourselves and God, and between one another, be overcome. 

 

 

Act 3 – “And there he squandered his property in reckless living. And when he had spent everything, a severe famine arose in that country, and he began to be in need. So he went and joined himself out to one of the citizens of that country, who sent him into his fields to feed pigs. And he was longing to be fed with the pods that the pigs ate, and no one gave him anything. But when he came to himself, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have more than enough bread, but I perish here with hunger! I willarise and go to my father, and I will say to him, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son. Treat me as one of your hired servants.” (Luke 15:13-19)

 

The younger son’s journey into the “far country” marks a significant turning point in the parable. Having received his share of the inheritance, he wastes all that his father has generously given him. His reckless lifestyle and sinful choices lead to the complete depletion of his resources. The “life” he demanded from his father is now gone, leaving him destitute and alone. In this critical moment, we are introduced to the “citizen” whom the younger son joins himself to. This figure represents sin itself—the very state that the son has surrendered to. As a result, he is sent to feed pigs, a task that underscores his separation from his father and his fall into the depths of ruin. The older brother later refers to this “citizen” as the “harlot,” highlighting the son’s unfaithfulness and the consequences of abandoning his family. Sin, in the end, offers him nothing. He longs for even the food the pigs eat, but verse 16 makes it clear: “there was no one to give.” This illustrates the isolating and destructive nature of sin—it takes us away from God, exhausts the “life” He has given, and ultimately leaves us alone, surrounded by broken relationships and darkness.

 

Yet, during his despair, something transformative occurs. The younger son “came to himself,” regaining clarity of mind and self-awareness. This moment mirrors the experiences of many who, after turning away from God, suddenly recognize their mistakes and feel drawn to return to Him. The exact reason for this change is often difficult to articulate. It is simply the mysterious work of the Holy Spirit and the mercy of God within us. The younger son realizes that, while he is starving, there is abundant bread at his father’s table. The language used here to describe the bread echoes the words from the miracle of the multiplication of the loaves, where Jesus feeds the five thousand. This connection suggests that the bread from the Father’s table—the Son Himself—never runs out. God’s mercy and love are inexhaustible, just as the Bread of Life is always sufficient. At every Divine Liturgy, the priest proclaims, “Broken and distributed is the Lamb of God—broken and not divided, always eaten and never consumed—but sanctifying those who partake.”

 

Another significant detail in this part of the story is the use of the word “arise,” which shares its root with the word “resurrection.” This foreshadows the younger son’s move from a life dead in sin and estranged from his father to a new life, restored and in communion with him. Before returning, the son carefully prepares a speech to present to his father. Just as someone would thoughtfully prepare for a major conversation—whether asking for a daughter’s hand in marriage or requesting a promotion at work—the younger son knows the importance of approaching this moment with intention and readiness. He does not want to return unprepared for this life-changing encounter, so he plans his words before heading home.

 

 

 

Act 4 – “And he arose and came to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him. And the son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ But the father said to his servants, ‘Bring quickly the best robe, and put it on him, and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet. And bring the fattened calf and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate. For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.’ And they began to celebrate.” (Luke 15:20-24)

 

The return of the younger son marks one of the most emotional moments in all of scripture, echoing the profound reunion found in Genesis when Joseph reveals himself to his brothers. In both stories, the reunion is characterized by heartfelt weeping and warm embraces, symbolizing restored family bonds and forgiveness.

As the father sees his son approaching from a distance, he immediately understands the purpose of his coming—there can be only one reason: the lost son is returning home. Filled with deep compassion, the father does not respond with anger or disappointment. Instead, his heart overflows with joy, prompting him to prepare a celebration to honor his son’s homecoming. When the son pleads for forgiveness and asks to become one of his father’s hired servants, the father firmly rejects this idea, declaring, “by no means!” Instead, he instructs his servants to bring the best robe, place a ring on his son’s finger, and put shoes on his feet. By doing so, the father makes it clear to everyone that his son is not a mere servant but a full and beloved member of the family. This moment mirrors our own encounters with God during baptism and later confession. In baptism, we are given new robes of white to wear, symbolizing that we are clothed in Jesus himself. Even when we fall away into sin—as the younger son did—through repentance and confession, God the Father graciously welcomes us back, clothing us once again in the robe of light and celebrating our return. The father's response in the parable echoes God’s response in the sacraments: “for my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.” This illustrates the boundless depths of the Lord’s love for his people, assuring us that no matter how far we stray, the Father is always present with open arms, compassion, and understanding, ready to restore us as sons and daughters in his family.

 

Act 5 – “Now his older son was in the field, and as he came and drew near to the house, he heard music and dancing. And he called one of the servants and asked what these things meant. And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has killed the fattened calf, because he has received him back safe and sound.’ But he was angry and refused to go in. His father came out and entreated him, but he answered his father, ‘Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends. But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your life with harlots, you killed the fattened calf for him!’ And he said to him, “Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours. It was fitting to celebrate and be glad, for this your brother was dead, and is alive; he was lost, and is found.” (Luke 15:25-32)

 

While it might seem fitting for the parable to conclude with the joyful reunion of the fourth act, Jesus continues with a fifth act, returning to the figures introduced at the start of the story. Here, the older brother’s reaction comes into focus. He is upset and angered by the celebration taking place at his father’s house, mirroring the response of the scribes and Pharisees who were displeased with Jesus’ actions. The older brother, like some of the Jews of Jesus’ time, wants to keep the kingdom and family of God exclusively for themselves. However, both the father and Jesus make it clear that this new celebration is not restricted to a select few—it is meant for all people. The entire world, including sinners and tax collectors, is invited into the family of God, now redefined around Jesus. The older brother’s complaint is familiar to many families: having done all the work, he sees his wayward younger sibling rewarded and asks, “What about me? Look how perfect I have been in my service to you.” This grievance resembles the everyday disputes at the dinner table, where one asks why another receives more, but here it touches upon the heart of God’s plan. The message is simple and profound: the feast is for all people. Jesus affirms that the fattened calf is for everyone. The calf represents the very best the Father has to offer—his own Son. All are invited to gather and feast at the well-prepared table, a table of repentance and restoration, where broken lives are healed, death becomes life, and resurrection leads to transformation. This table is intended for all people, for the younger brother surrounded by celebration and joy, rather than for the older brother, marked by self-commendation and rejection.

 

As we enter a period of repentance and fasting, it’s important to remember God’s limitless love and mercy towards everyone. The Parable of the Prodigal Son reminds us that sincere repentance always brings us back into the welcoming arms of the Father. No matter how far we've drifted, reconciliation is possible, and the Son never rejects his loyal brothers and sisters. During this time, let’s pray for the humility to recognize our true selves within God's family, just as the younger son did. We should continually celebrate all that God has done for us through Jesus Christ. With gratitude, let’s remember our place as cherished sons and daughters in God’s family. Let’s sincerely ask God to guide us with the power of the Holy Spirit, helping us grow in faith and strengthen our relationships with him and each other. May God inspire us with zeal and purpose throughout this sacred season, so we can fulfill the divine plan meant for every one of us.

Monday, November 19, 2018

Dorian Gray and The Picture of Our Soul



As I reflected upon this Sunday’s readings for the Divine Liturgy (Ephesians 5:9-19; Luke 12:13-21), Oscar Wilde’s great novel “The Picture of Dorian Gray” kept coming into my mind. There are many parallels that come through when we look at the two stories side by side. This morning I would like to pull out a few points for us to think about and pray through in the week ahead.

In the novel, an artist name Basil paints this beautiful picture of a young, handsome, man named Dorian Gray. About the time that he finishes the painting a friend of the artist, Lord Henry, shows up and is intrigued not only by the painting but the beauty of Dorian himself. Lord Henry tells him that he needs to get everything out of life that he can get. Yes Dorian, Lord Henry says “Live life to its fullest, all for the self and nothing else.” He basically corrupts Dorian’s mind by convincing him that life is about his good looks and being completely self-indulgent at all times. Very similar to the man’s thinking in today’s parable who says, “What shall I do, since I have no room to store my crops?’ So, he said, ‘I will do this: I will pull down my barns and build greater, and there I will store all my crops and my goods.” (12:17-18) Yes like so many in the world today life is all about me, myself, and I. That’s it and that’s all!

Dorian is then saddened and upset with Basil because he has painted such a wonderful portrait of him and he will never look that good again. He will begin from that very moment to grow old and tired, but the picture will stay the same. Then comes the twist of the novel, Dorian exchanges his body and soul with the picture. The painting will age and show the marks of time, while Dorian will stay young and gorgeous. So, after a bit time, Dorian does something nasty to someone and he looks at the portrait and sees that the face has changed. It has a little different smile and a bit of a wicked smirk. Dorian does not like what he sees, and he hides the portrait away from himself and others. He then begins a corrupt and ungodly life like Saint Paul describes in Galatians, full of “immorality, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, anger, selfishness, dissension, party spirit, envy, drunkenness, carousing, and the like.” (5:19-21)

One day after living a long ageless life engulfed by sin, Dorian sees the portrait of himself. He sees the wickedness of his own soul. Instead of a beautiful young man looking back at him, like he sees daily in the mirror, he gazes upon a decerped old man. One that is heartless and full of evil and death. Dorian then so horrified by what he encounters, takes a knife and cuts the portrait. Destroying it and himself at the same time. He could not bear to see in vivid detail the person he had or had not become.

This story should teach us all a lesson. What if we could look upon a picture of our soul, would we like what we saw? Could we bear to see what might be before us? Would it be twisted and corrupt like that the picture of Dorian Gray, or would it be shining brightly like the image that God made us like? This is one challenge of being a Christian, looking at the life that we are living and asking, “God am I living life fully for myself and my desires, or am I living for you God and those around me. If not, Lord where do I need to improve? What do I need to change in my life?” This is a process that must begin with small steps. Go to confession, get your relationship with God back on track. Restore the image that God put into your heart at baptism. Are there problems at home in your marriage? Fix them next. Heal the relationships between husband and wife. Then heal any bad relationships between father or mother, with son or daughter. Ask the Lord himself, “Jesus send your divine grace and healing into my heart, allow me to be a vessel of healing and restoration.” Our lives must reflect what Saint Paul says today, “filled with the Spirit, addressing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody to the Lord with all your heart.” (5:18-19) This means we must be in tune with God and one another. Our lives must be like a symphony with all the parts working together, not for our will and its desires, but in action for the will of God alone.

In this coming week, do not be afraid, ask the great question, “God am I in tune with you?” Think about the portrait of your soul. Would you like what was looking back at you? If not the get to work on fixing the problems. Make a plan of action and put that plan into operation. Let the true image of God shine through you, “For the fruit of light is found in all that is good and right and true and try to learn what is pleasing to the Lord.” (Ephesians 5:9-10)